For Kayden, From Sylvana;;

Yesterday you died due to someone elses drug/alcohol abuse. I never got to tell you... You mean so much to me. Youre one of the only 2 people that can see through my fake smile. You always keep me sane. Even in my most insane moments. I owe you so much and I know I'll never be able to repay you for everything you've done for me. But I can at least try. I haven't always been the greatest friend or listened to you when you've tried to give me orders in asb but I've always cared imensley for you:) you're the best friend a girl could ask for and you've always been there for me. Listening to my drama, wiping my tears, keeping my smiles, and giving the best hugs:P I don't know what I'll do when you're gone but I'll try and get along. I wish you so much luck out there in the world. Stay safe and be strong. Like I know you've always been. Keep your head held high. Embrace the life outh there and keep an eye out so you can warn me about college. Lol I want you to live it up out there but do everything that needs to be done. I'm so scared that you're gonna lose touch and I'll be losing my amazing friend when you leave. Don't do anything stupid but if you do, I expect a report on exactly what happened. I can handle it. Haha please do everything possible to stay the amazing Kayden that I know and love with all my heart:)Be a rockstar in college and make all those kids envy you. I know they will:)

So here's what I'm gonna use this for: I'm gonna write here everyday. Or at least very very constant because you know I'm no good at commitment. But for you I'll try my hardest:)I'll keep you up to date on every little detail of my life. So I'll be keeping up with you at the same time that I'm helping you do your job (keeping me sane:D). I don't expect you to read everyday cause I know you'll be busy as a little college boy! But everytime you're feeling lonely or you think 'I wonder how little old Sylvana is doing?' then you can come read!

I love you with every bit of love I have in me! And there's no one I'm gonna miss more than I'll miss you:)