Ravers In The UK!! :)

Umm I saw you aLOT today! and i was really happy about it:) you came over and i had alot of fun hitting you with my warm ice pack! haha i'm gonna miss you a whole bunch for the next 2 weeks but i hope you have tons of fun!!!
alexis: havent talked to him in SO LONG! lol
franny: idk. i just feel like he's gonna use his charm to suck me in so he can accidentally chew me up and spit me back out. and its wierd cause his charm isnt even working on me anymore. i think its cause i'm like too bothered by the fact that this could all happen again. and i'm so scared that it will.
nelson: i forgot to tell you about him today! he's that guy that randomly texted me on sunday! juan's friend remember? well he goes to victor and he's a freshman! and we've been talking nonstop since! like monday at school, i called him at lunch and we talked for like 15 minutes! (jasmine and him used to go to the same school, julianna's bf chris is one of his bffs and kassidy has a thing going on with one of his other bffs alvaro!!) and kayden, you would like this kid. he doesnt do drugs or drink, he cares about his grades, he's an amazing soccer player and he's a gentleman! he's such a dork too! omg he cannot stop making me laugh! like the most random things! or like i'll say something totally random and wierd and he'll just go along with it and laugh with me!! we're just such big dorks together:)
well gotta go now.
last days tomorrow!
LOVE YOU!!! :)

Ain't Nothing But A Gangster Partyy xD

Well today was your party and it was a whole bunch of fun!! Except for the part where you almost made me cry with your sweet little speech:( lol but it sucked that we had to leave for freaking quince practice!! >:( and I heard the party really kicked off when I left! Grrrrr!! Lol
well i know you probably had a lot of fun. or at least i hope you did:)
um alexis;; pulled up right when i was leaving so i didnt get to talk to him
franny;; i was talking to him for your whole party!! lol well at least texting him!
Love You Kayden!!

Can We Pretend That Airplanes In The Night Sky Are Like Shooting Stars:)

My belly button hurts:/ lol
well today was good!
I had 2 soccer games and one of them was very good because we won AND i got to see alexis! but he lost his ipod there so i feel really bad for him:( and um we lost the second game. lame. haha i got to talk to alexis a whole bunch today! we're actually still texting:)
he says hes going to your party tomorrow and that me and him are gonna have 'fun'? oh dang. haha i doubt he'll even talk to me there but okay. lol keep an eye on us and you tell me if it looks like he likes me or what?? haha
well francisco was oddly sweet today. like i didnt really believe it was him. so wierd. lol
marquies team party was today and it was a pool party and i felt a whole lot more confident in my bikini:DD yay. lol
i really hope you can come to anyssas party but now i remember youre going to chicago huh? ugh i hope its not till at least a little later!!
but anyways, well i'll see you tomorrow! ((((:
iLove You!

Let's Never Get Older ...

Kayden! I saw you today and I was so happy!! Like I had to stare at you for like 30 seconds to make sure my mind wasnt playing tricks on me! You look crazy different with your hair cut and no glasses!! Well it was an interesting day. I didnt talk to alexis much cause you guys have been super busy. silly seniors. haha Umm i got my belly button pierced!! and whoever said it hurts less than cartilage piercing is an EFFING LIAR!! cause i had my cartilage pierced and it did NOT hurt that much! Did you know that the clamp they put on is so tight that it could leave you a bruise? and did you know that when they put the needle in that you can FEEL it pop?? and did you know that when you think the pain is finally over that you look down and realize that the barbel itself isnt even in yet??? Yeah. It HURTS!!! omg. liars said it didnt hurt. ugh. lol
well i guess theres officially something going on with me and france but idk? gosh who knows. haha
oh guess what!! i've lost 8 pounds in 5 days!! :O YAY! lol
well thats all the exciting news for today i guess!
LOVE YOU kayden:D

Don't Fade Away, Don't Fall Asleep:)

Today was...bleh. lol
I'm pretty sure i failed my geometry final. and my spanish final. fml haha
2 hours in P.E!!! everytime i looked to my right, missa was giving me the DEATH STARE!! scary shizz man. lol
franny told me he's getting that feeling back. 'the feeling he felt when he first met me, like OMG i feel something for this girl'
I love him. shhhhh. lol as if its a secret:)
anyways, i didnt talk to alexis today. well like 3 texts but that was it. lame cause he's usually the one to put the smile on my face :)
ohaiiii, anyssas celebrating her bday on the last day of school (wednesday for us normal classmen. lol) AND YOURE INVITED:D lol its a pool party BTW
wow i'm using alot of 'haha's and 'lol's i feel like a dork. (lol)
umm well i've lost 6 pounds in 5 days, tell me how thats possible????? lol i dont eat carbs anymore. but i still eat really yummy stuff:D
i have a bio final tomorrow that i should be studying for...YEAH RIGHT. studying is for losers that don't believe in luck and last minute cramming. yay for procrastinators:) lol
well kayden, i have a suggestion for you. theres a singer that has songs that i believe would be amazing for your voice. i always kept forgetting to tell you about him. i think youve heard him before. Chase Coy? you should do 'if the moon fell down tonight' such a cute song<3 lol
i love you!!! con todo mi corazon:)

I'm Not Saying Goodbye!

^^Rocket to the Moon:)

lol anyways,

I saw you this morning and I was very happy! I actually waited for you by the fence:)

CATCH UP TIME!!

France;; Who really knows these days. And its getting to the point where i'm just like if he wants me then he can show it.

Alexis;; I know its just a flirty thing. he doesnt want anything more. a girls intuition:) but i still like talking to him:)

Holy Mother of GOD!! me and franny are texting and he was just like;

"oh yeah i keep forgetting to ask you out. lol"

WHAT.THA.HECKKKK!!! haha wow that was so random and i swear i still have that 'what the fuck just happened, i'm so confused' look still on my face!! haha

wow.

Oh i ended up not trying out for cheer. cause i didnt want to:) cause i dont like it. and i dont like the girls. they all hate me anyways so no big deal. lol

well im absolutely positive that you and shawna are doing amazing cause i read your tumblr:) lol

I LOVE YOU KAYDENNNNNN C:

I Miss You Already:(

Well today was good. Let me fill you in::

Idk whats going on with franny. (i know, i know "again??") lol but i dont think theres anything going on there. We've just been talking alot lately.

Alexis. Yes alexis. lol We've been talking alot lately and he always says the sweetest things:) But I think thats just a flirty thing. I'm never quite sure. lol But i saw him at soccer practice and he was so cute! lol and when he hugged me goodbye, we were hugging so that his lips were like resting on my neck! and it was beautiful:) lol

Cheer. tryouts started today. I didnt go cause I dont wanna be on the team next year. But then coach called my mom and asked why i wasn't there and if there was anything she did that made me not wanna try out and she said she loves me and she wants me back. Since i dont really have a reason not to, i might as well. The only problem is, I dislike more than half the girls on the team. fun. lol

Well I'm tired so I'm gonna go to sleep. unless alexis texts me:)) lol

I LOVE YOU!!